Have you had your patience tested? Look to Christ. He is your source to figure this out.
Do not think that you can handle everything on your own. Talk with Christ. Our Lord will see that you have everything that you need to withstand tension and stress. Think of the saints and martyrs as they walked in His Holiness down through the ages. God's care is sure. That's what they walked out. So do we. That firm faith is our heritage in Christ Jesus.
We need not reach for patience because He grants it within us. Patience is yours. Thank You Christ! Keep your heart focused on Him and your mind clears. The way is not uncertain. Think with Christ's love as you are His servant; Christ's love goes into action quickly.
Christ has given you Holy Spirit to transform you inwardly so that are able to know the will of God-- what is good, and is pleasing to Him, and is perfect. With your mind on Christ you pass tests.
Do not conform outwardly to the standards of this world, but let God transform you inwardly by a complete change of your mind. Then you will be able to know the will of God-- what is good, and is pleasing to Him, and is perfect. Romans 12:2